Attitude

I know recently my attitude hasn't been the most positive.  Little things will set me off in either direction.  I'm starting to think that this is the last child I will personally birth, and thinking about that I realized I should start enjoying it more!  Having a conscience effort to be joyful about things, even when I'm tired, has been the best thing so far.  Also, lots of prayer for strength!  :)  But this week has been better than the past couple, even with the lack of sleep. I have so much to learn still about being joyful in not so joyful times... and what makes me joyful or not.  I've realized I'm only unhappy in a situation when I think that there is a better way... which makes me think I know better than God.  Which, lets face it, I don't.  ;)  So my prayer lately has been that I keep my eyes open to the situations He wants me to see, and that I get some sleep :)

JVG