So this week I have been praying a lot for peace as a whole. I have definitely been more at peace this week, praise God! :) I know the prayer has been helping a lot, but in the book 'Crazy Love' they are talking about what it means to love to Jesus. Its very hard to explain what I experienced this week and what types of things I'm learning, but they are all great. Some of them are hard to swallow because it points out a lot of short comings and selfish desires in my life... but through the refining process I am coming out better than ever. :)
Tristan is now giving me lots of kisses... which is probably one of the most adorable things ever. I just think of how much I love my son, and how much I will never be able to fully understand or comprehend what God did for us by sending His ONLY son. To think about that... knowing that Tristan would be the only child I could have and sending him to a world that hated, mocked and harmed him, just breaks my heart. I know that God doesn't mean for His love to be a mystery, but it has to be for us because of our human nature and because of the faith it then requires to follow Him.
So thank you God for a good week. :) I know all of them can't be good, but I do praise you and recognize you when I have them.
JVG
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